Today has been an epic fail on so many levels. First, apartment hunting was a bust. Why is it so difficult to find a one-bedroom in my price range? No one calls back and the one place I adore is $925 and that's just too much. Second, lunch turned out to be a bad choice. Getting veggie friendly rolls at a sushi place, which is usually a favorite place of mine, turned out to kill my stomach. I don't know if it was the driving around afterwards or just the food but I feel like dying. Third, still have no idea what to be for Halloween and even worse, no clue what to do for my Birthday (which is the week before Halloween). And to make the entire day one for the 'woe is me' books, I cannot stop thinking about the only guy I have ever been sexually and intellectually attracted to. A guy who doesn't share the same feelings and is completely unrealistic as dating material. I know all this, but it does nothing to get him out of my head. And I swear to everything that is good in this world, if he posts one more ambiguous Facebook update about some person whom he can't stop thinking about...my mind may explode. Either that or he's in store for a very awkward conversation tomorrow night when I see him.
And, I'm trying to take a nap...well, I will once I get off the computer, but I keep getting text messages and my saddened state forces me to continually see who wants what because what if, just what if, it's the guy (which it would never in a thousand worlds be). Sigh.
So, yes. Woe is me day. Join me, won't you?
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